Majin ja nai kedo
Some days you wish that you could be like a machine. Without feelings, just going with the programming. On days like these, there's nothing better than Front Line Assembly. Cold electronics; sequenced beats; harsh, processed vocals.
Makes you cold inside. For a while.
And then all the feelings come rushing back in again.
I know this whole situation with Γ is difficult for you, my love. I understand that you, at some point, need to allow yourself to mourn what's been lost. I understand what you're going through; I've been there myself - more than once. And I also remember my own mistakes when I was in that situation.
I wish I could just be cool-headed enough to give you however much room you need. I know it would probably be in both of our best interest in the long run. I'm trying to.
But it's so difficult... I'm not a machine.
Makes you cold inside. For a while.
And then all the feelings come rushing back in again.
I know this whole situation with Γ is difficult for you, my love. I understand that you, at some point, need to allow yourself to mourn what's been lost. I understand what you're going through; I've been there myself - more than once. And I also remember my own mistakes when I was in that situation.
I wish I could just be cool-headed enough to give you however much room you need. I know it would probably be in both of our best interest in the long run. I'm trying to.
But it's so difficult... I'm not a machine.
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